May 2012
28 posts
I never thought this day would come.
The day I have to give you up.
I can’t even picture my life without you.
I don’t want to.
I’m sad you don’t feel the same.
I am exhausted.
Tomorrow’s my last day of work for two weeks.
I am going to be sooo broke
My dad basically just told me I was going to die...
Like hes trying to talk me out of going.
But when I don’t go places he like “you never do anything. You need to see the world. I was backpacking in Germany at your age.”
But as soon as I mention traveling hes like “no. You shouldn’t go. You’ll die.”
There are a million things going through my head...
Watchpokingsmot:
oh my god
I want you so bad it hurts.
Seriously though, I could really use a hug right now.
And somebody who would understand what I’m talking about, understand how angry and confused I still am.
I’ll lose another night of sleep tonight to replaying what you did to me over and over again in my head.
Thinking about how I’m gonna have to tell every person I have a deep relationship with.
Thinking about the day I’ll have to tell my kids.
But mostly thinking about, no, dreaming about the day when I can forget.
Forget what you did.
Forget who you are.
Forget who I am.
...
I find myself wondering a lot about why Im not...
I come up with no good reasons.
we should be together.
In this car there are 3 assault victims
You’d be surprised how common this is.
It makes me angry.
got hit on in walmart while wearing my pj's and...
I ran from him. hid in the womens clothing.
ahahah
eileenpineapple asked: WOOOWWW you look Uhmayzing in your prom pictures! and have you lost weight?? besides your gorgeous face and beautiful dress, you're looking on the slimmer side too!
I want you so bad.
Like seriously, I have to stop myself from pushing you against the wall and kissing you.
For my final ceramics project Im making the Odd...
I had no idea what else to make and that popped up on my phone so I went with it.
You’re feeling the same things I am, but you feel them for her and I for you.
Unrequinted love at its finest.
April 2012
11 posts
I want you so bad.
I want you to want me.
Like sometimes you do things that says you do, but then again you’re just a flirt.
Last night was Ladies night.
My feet and legs are so sore from dancing for 4 hours straight, literally, I think we took two 5min breaks the whole time. and I took a 5 hour energy at like 10:30pm, it kept me awake, like fully wide awake until 9am this morning, before I finally took shots of nyquil to make myself go to sleep. I did not go to school today, haha. I am now running on 4 hours of sleep.
Im too afraid to go to sleep because as of late my...
4/20 RIP Robert Ruiz
The Hardest thing for me to accept. even 4 years later.
Watchactinglikeamaniac:
allthatisgold-doesnotglitter:
Tupac Resurrected At Coachella
HOLY SHIT FUCK. THIS.
SO FUCKING COOL
Watchliloslipinjections:
what’s foffesional?
March 2012
12 posts
I dont get on tumblr anymore :(
makes me sad. to sum up reccent events: -young the giant concert last night. FRONT ROW! - the new doctor will see me -Im visiting lubbock this weekend to celebrate my bday with my sisters -My bday is tuesday!
Got my prom dress!!!
Now I just need people to actually go with…
Blood work came back
High cholesterol and elevated thyroid. Pretty sure it’s hypothyroidism…
So fucked up.
I dont feel like I even went to school today/
And tomorrow is senior skip day, so I’ll be fucked up tomorrow.
and yesturday I was fuckedup.
Its been fun. ahah
Fasting for my blood work tomorrow morning.
Im trying to get in to see a new endocrinologist, but he wont see me without having reason to so I have to get blood work done. I dont want there to be anything wrong with me, but I need a doctor. I have been without a doctor and medication for 2 years. Needless to say, my body is all out of wack.
oh and KONY 2012.
Having sex dreams about my coworkers… Uh what?
